We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

The Flood

by Shepard Martin

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
I am not a man I am just a beast here with two hands I will do my best to try to stand Angels up above Demons on the ground down here below Everybody sees and now they know Everybody sees my eyes, they know Here I come Watch me go Like the flood What's it really worth? I am made of ashes and the dirt In the end everybody hurts
2.
Early in the morning, way before the flood The sun was arising, a new day had begun But it's still dark out There's no light to see And in that dark morning I felt free I walked into her bedroom, I'd never been before She got up and hugged me, I sat down on the floor I said, "How are you doing?" She told me, "Pretty bad." I couldn't stay longer, had to go back I wake up in the morning Stare up at the sun The moon returns to shelter, she's the only one And there is Bright Eyes playing "Another Travelin' Song" I write one to join him and try to hum along But there's not much to fix these Worn out, land locked blues And everybody's leaving, how 'bout you? How 'bout you?
3.
Come down, Caroline Wake up in the morning and you will be fine We're all paranoid Running from the things we can't avoid Come down, Caroline Can't you see your questions only turn out lies? No one is fine I want to 'fess up That I am okay with all of that stuff It's all made up It's not you It's not me I'm not good You're not free It's not true It's not right I haven't seen the light Come down, Caroline Morningtime will break and you will see the light You will be fine But until the dawn, you will have to find a way to carry on But you'll carry on
4.
Flowers 02:12
One day I'll grow up and I will be fine And I'll stare at the flowers and I'll think about the times When I wanted to cry or wished that I could One day I'll grow up and I will feel good One day I'll be famous and I'll dance with the stars Or I'll be sitting in ashes and singing in bars And I won't go to college and I'll never be free And I'll die all alone from some ugly disease One day I'll grow up and I will be fine And I'll get saved by Jesus and I won't have to cry And I'll learn all that I need from that God-written word One day I'll grow up and I won't have to hurt
5.
I shaved my head the other day In an attempt to kill what's gray That's the thing, Lord That's the thing I cut myself to see what works I want to feel, I want to hurt That's the thing, Lord That's the thing Oh the darkness seems so cold, so let me see I want to be made whole, I want to breathe My inside seems so dark, my inside seems so cold I want to be made whole, I want to be made whole I feel my heart as it beats Down thirty million mile streets That's the thing, Lord That's the thing 'Cause my heart works, but my soul hides I feel as though it has died That's the thing, Lord That's the thing So take me as I am and not For what I cannot be, I'm not That's the thing, Lord That's the thing 'Cause I can never fully be What I want, that's to be free That's the thing, Lord That's the thing
6.
Welcome to our wilderness, where all of our dear innocence is hard to find Welcome to our wilderness, where all the words we wish we'd say escape our minds Welcome to our wilderness, where we're all just little children running scared Welcome to our wilderness, where all our struggles make for heavy air Welcome to our wilderness where demons run and chase us from behind Welcome to our wilderness, where everything we're ever told is a lie I breathe this air I breathe this air and it fills me and I'm scared
7.
Okay 02:24
Well I want to hold you and keep you safe And I want to fix you and make you okay But that's so damn hard to do and I can't do it anyway And I want to help you, keep you free from the harm And I want to heal those scars on your legs and your arms But I don't think I can help you, at least not for long There are bad memories and they're stuck inside your head One day you'll make new ones, make them good instead And I don't think I can help you, but I'll try my best
8.
All There Is 03:08
All there is is the moon and the stars Cigarettes and singers in bars Cheap perfume and ocean air Cover it up, pretend I wasn't there All I am is dirt and dust All I will be is covered in rust I will try to live on through my brain And I will try not to succumb to the flames And I will bring you flowers on the day That you get home and you're okay And I will hug you and kiss your scars And I will say how much I've missed your heart
9.
Matches 02:20
You promised me cigarettes and gasoline A match to burn both of those things You promised me sunshine and only brought me rain I use those matches to start another flame Can you see the fire from the trees? I couldn't put it out let it breathe You promised me solace, was that another lie? In the morning will I wake up and find that I'm not fine? Are you the reason for such a state in me? Or am I to blame for never being free?
10.
I'm Sorry 02:50
Well I'm sorry, I'm not mad It's just the whole damn day I saw him have Well I'm sorry, I was wrong And I know I shouldn't talk about it and I definitely shouldn't write this song Tell all your demons to leave me alone These voices in my head just won't go Won't you call me on the telephone? Well I'm sorry, I'm not right And I guess I should do what they say and find the light

about

At the root of a flood all there is are tiny drops of water. When you tear it apart that's all it is. And when all those little, harmless drops of water come together there is a devastating effect.

At the root of The Flood all there is are tiny little emotions. That's all there ever was. You may focus on the bad, but the good is there too. And when all those little tiny emotions come together a person is living a life.

In this most recent Flood I have had two haircuts. I decided to do some things I regret. I also did some wonderful things that I don't want to forget. I made some close friends. I looked at beautiful paintings and listened to heavenly music. Three people ran away, but they promised me that they would be back. I swear I believe them.

I wrote this album for that most recent Flood of mine and for all the other Floods I've seen. Some of those are mine and some are others.

Don't get comfortable or you'll drown and it will be hard to rescue you.

I love you.

- Shepard Martin, May 16, 2016

credits

released June 5, 2016

All songs written and performed by Shepard Martin
Recorded between March 28, 2016 and May 16, 2016
Album art by Mary Stuart Herlihy

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Morrison Avenue Music Group Atlanta, Georgia

contact / help

Contact Morrison Avenue Music Group

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

Morrison Avenue Music Group recommends:

If you like The Flood, you may also like: